WHEEEEEEEEEE ;D
Its Yeeling, people *clapsclaps*

Firstly, lets all congratulate those who got into comm.
Grats, people. *clapsclapsclapsclaps*
For those who didnt get in, Its okay (:
Let us all do our best and try to contribute whatever we can for this cca.
:D

Secondly, let us all recall what we did 'together' as a batch last year.

- Batch Outing ; aka the one and only 5 people who turned up batch outing.
( yeah people. We can do better than that ! xD )

- BBQs
( where almost half of us did not turn up to even bond. )

- Numerous Batch Meetings
( Where all of us jump, taopok, laugh, and play afool = Cheryl getting pissed off at the end )

Oh well, i salute our batch rep, cause she has such a good temper.

In a way, it just kinda concludes that :
Have we really done anything as a batch together ? With 12 people, all present?

Nope, not really :D

As i think back, perharps the only time when we were really, so called bonded , was when we were with liting laoshi.
Everyweek, we actually did things together as a batch.

Then there was huibao,
everything started to fall over due to the lack of enthusaism.
I admit that I was a pretty lousy group leader for Group 2.
I slacked. I crapped. I was unfocused.

Cuidan and Peggy seemed to be the leader of the group instead of me.

I apologise for my lack of planning, and my irresponsible behaviour.

I hate being a leader.
I hate telling people what to do.
So after joining CDS, i totally dumped my responsibilities to other people who would do it for me.

Yeah :/
I apologise.

Yet i still looked forward to CCA,
but after huibao, and when preparation for xiangying started :
I guess it was to say that, many things changed.

Seperated into different groups.
KLZM, EMO, MOJU.
Was there any more time to bond our batch anymore?

The klzm had their own fun.
They formed their little clique.

The Moju people formed their own one too.
But it was seperated into the
- daoju clique
- yanyuan clique

Everyweek after paixi,
We went home,
there was no more captain's ball,
no more bonding sessions.

Perharps that was the reason our batch began to drift.
Furthur and furthur away.

I started to find myself,
so awkward with this batch of people.
I didnt really know what to say to them.
We said a brief, " Hello " before cca started,
then there would be silence.
Because both of us, didnt know, what to say to each other.
Not anymore.

oh.
dont forget to mention that,
I started to hate this cca.
D;
bleh.

I gave Cheryl lots of trouble,
making her wonder if it was her fault that i wanted to quit.
We werent on such friendly terms at that point of time.

I told llb i wanted to quit,
yet she told me i couldnt.

Whatever the reason was,
I'm honestly, glad, that i didnt quit (:

And, I really really want to say,
Cheryl,
I'm really sorry I used to make you cry all the time. I misused the trust and faith you put upon me, and I'm really glad that you are willing to put everything as a past, leave all the bad memories behind. And start all over again.

Through xiangying,
our batch became seperated, more of seperated individuals.
But we grew up, alot less childish.
Alot more mature.

We stopped ponning cca whenever we could.
We made a point of effort to do our best.
We learned how to take responsibility in whatever we had to do.
We grew up.

Only at different points of time.

Like me, I grew up ( I'm going to be honest )
But only after xiangying -.-
How useless and stupid is that?

Then to think back and say :
" Oh hey, i could have put in more effort. Why didnt i do that before? "

Anyways,
I just realised that all the above turned out to be my little reflection.
I kinda suggest everyone does one too? (:
heh heh. xD

Its nice to say our batch is starting all over again.
Like when we first knew each other,
last year,
January.



Hello :D I'm Yeeling.
I'm from 2B.
May i know whats your name?

- Yeelingggg {: